Mindrape

© Control Wayne Grech 11/4/1994

"I never told anybody to do anything other than what they wanted to do"

- "And if they wanted to do murder that was o.k. with you?"

"That was none of my business woman, I'm a convict, I'm an outlaw, I'm a rebel, I'm not a sunday school teacher"

-"One of the things - that the women have said - is that you used them as bait - for the men"

"Isn't that what women do, isn't that what womens for? Women receive men, and reflect men. Man hold dominion up over women, it's been that way since - ugh! - since we grunted and we came out of caves"

-"You had them thinking you were Jesus Christ"

"huh"

-"How did you do that?"

"Just being myself, all men are jesus christ"

-"Did you ask them to die for you?, would they die for you?"

"Sure, sure, sure that's a basic christian philosophy"

(Exert from Charles Manson interview 20yrs after the "Manson Family Murders".)

Drifting on to nowhere, somewhere I might find
A need for inspiration, someone to use my mind
Intoxicate the meaning, irradicate the truth
Void my past existence, and leave me with you

I looked for god and I found hate
Reached out for help and I got you

Kill me for what I'm thinking
Rape my mind, fuck my brain
Do to me what's been done before
And leave me with excuses

Is this really me, am I really you
If I commit the crime, am I right to jail you
I look at you, can't believe in me
Pathetic is my will, tormented I scream